Thursday, June 23, 2011

读书终究比工作幸福

最近开始玩Angry Bird..
最近开始在家发呆..
最近开始在无聊地过日子..
最近常常一个人胡思乱想..
最近长辈常问我以后有什么打算..
继续读书?结婚?工作?

我很酷地回答:
读书,不想太早结婚,暂时还不想工作..
我是在逃避吗?
我也不懂...

生活,
依然一天24小时..
一星期7天..
我依然晚睡晚起,
因为不知道早起要干什么才好..

这段颓废的日子,
反而让我有时间静心地阅读..
在华小代课几个月了,
只能说人心险恶,人前人后难做人..
被冤枉,还要贴上笑脸说没事..
被欺负,还要很认真地去完成...
办公室的人际关系真的不是想象中的容易啊...

接下来,
打算去应征starbucks还是卖咖啡的地方..
待上一两个月,
学学泡咖啡,让咖啡的香味薰一薰..
虽然我不喝咖啡..
再不去学学做料理也好像很不错..

未来,
似乎离我很远但又那么的近..
我开始想逃..

不想了,
看书去~~

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I'm who I'm

In this world,
everyone is unique and special..

You go through your life in your own way..
you have your own perspective towards life..
you play,you work,you laugh,you cry for certain reasons..
No one,not even the almighty God will force you to do something you hate!!
*He will only lead you the way*

When you are growing older,
you realised that the world is so so evil...
that everyone is turning evil too...
your childhood friend who once was your buddy,
may turn out to a monster and betray you...
Who know right??

I'm trying to build my very own perspective towards life...
I'm learning to fall,learning to stand up,learning to go forward,
I'm learning to accept,learning to survive,learning to protect myself and stand up for I'm fighting for...
I know what am I doing,I know what I want,and I certainly know what is my aims..

Don't judge the other with your thought!!
you think you are right,but actually you don't know what the other want!!
STOP using your way to "advice" people,because this is just so annoying...Angry

I didn't say it out loud doesn't mean I don't appreaciate...
I have my own way to show appreciation...
Why should you and who are you to force me to say "THANK YOU" behind the clown face...*ugly truth*
This is riddiculous!!!!!I hate those mask!!!
You are born with perfect and beautiful face,why hide it with a ugly mask while facing the world and the others??
This is so fake!!!

If you are giving chances to the others just to get back the FAKE compliment and thank you,
It will be better if you stop it right now!!!*you get me??*
In one day,your mask will be tear off and reveal the real you...
by that time,you are supposed to know how to spell the HATE word....

Stop telling me what should I do and what to do!!
I am who I am..
You are who you are..
neither of us should get involve into each other life unless you get the permission...*simple rule that everyone should know*

You just don't deserve respect from people for your attitude and behavior..
You thought you know everything but actually you know nothing about the others' thinking..
That's the most important thing in this world---
RECOGNIZE YOUR LIMIT!!!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

我回来了!!!

离开这里很久了...
应该有5个月多吧...
在上海多久,就不能来这里多久...
haiz...

终于回到家了!!
回到一个允许你上
facebook,blogspot的地方...
真好...
*但只能维持一个月,过后又要回到被隔离人世的地方* =(

回到心爱的人的身边...
回到自己熟悉的地方...
闻着那特别清新的空气,
心情也自然开心起来...

魔鬼的一个学期,
终于告一段落了...
下个学期轻松很多了...

美味的食物,
我来了...
你要陪我一起去吃哦..
嘻嘻XD

Friday, October 9, 2009

大事宣布

基于C老兄所干的好事
形势所迫,只好暂时避开枪火
开始流浪的生活

好不容易才找到容身之处
避难处:http://leo-evans88.spaces.live.com
有空来“探望”我吧
到我这儿坐坐,聊聊天

希望那儿也平安无事 XD

Saturday, September 19, 2009

2010.1.23

开学了一个星期...
没什么特别的感觉..
每天一样早起,迟放学...
sienzzz.......

太多的选修课,
不知道要drop那一课...
headache......

期待2010.1.23...
还有多少天???
才能再碰到你的手指头....
怀念你大大的手掌...
温暖的胸膛...

想你想你想你....

Sunday, September 6, 2009

开始想你了...

回到上海,
第一个感觉:很热....
不是马来西亚的热,是闷热...

五个小时的飞机,很寂寞...
这一次的离别没有眼泪..
也许是因为你没来送机的关系,
否则我怎么可能那么冷静...
也许是因为再多半年又回家了...
很期待...

只是最不舍得的就是你...
前几天一想到又要分开...
眼泪就一直不停的在流...
看着你的背影,我差一点就回不了家了...
终于了解你当时的心情了...

这里我过得还不错...
其实也没什么,都已住了半年..
就当是一个考验吧..
思念,有时候是好的..
知道分开的痛苦,知道你的重要性..

你在哪儿过得好吗?
我们要一起加油哦!
我想你...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Goodbye =(

Time flies and it's time to say goodbye again...
NO!!!!!!!!!

I don't want to say goodbye so soon...
I don't want to go back to the stress life...
I don't want to talk with those rude people,look at their face and feel like want to give them a BIG BIG punch....
aaaaarrrrrrggggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Home is always the best...
Home sweet home...
Malaysia is still the best compare to somewhere else....
Here we have different races,different cultures,most important is here we have many choices yet delicious and cheap foods....
I'll miss here crazily again when I'm there...sob sob..

Take care ya my friends...
I'll miss you guys so much...
Shall meet again when I'm back next year...

Goodbye is always too hard to say...=(

Saturday, August 22, 2009

他说....

他说:我要
照顾你..
疼你..
保护你..
sayang你..
对你好..
爱你..

Thankful to have you in my life...
=)

=)

=)

Monday, August 10, 2009

H1N1??

今早起身觉得很不舒服..
头重重的,有点发烧...
喉咙有点痛痛,有点冷...
惨!!!

H1N1....
脑海突然闪出这一个...
我还"符合"了几个symptoms...
惨惨....omg......

前晚去了戏院看戏,很多人...
昨天搭了公共巴士,很多外劳...
突然很怕,一直祈祷不是H1N1...

过后,母亲大人赶快带我去看医生...
以防万一...
看后,舒了一口气~~
原来是喉咙发炎,生白点...
所以造成发烧...
医生给了两天的MC,要我好好在家休息...
终于可以休息了...

最近H1N1越来越严重,
死亡率天天都在增加...
我要回上海的日子越来越近了...
有点怕怕!!
看来要好好照顾自己..
增强自己的免疫力才行..

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

夏日么么茶之甜蜜蜜

上个星期都过得很开心...
非常非常的开心...
在马来西亚过夏天,真好...^^

博大因为发现H1N1,所以放了一个星期的假...
塞翁失马,焉知非福...
我和我的honey可以一起度过这一个星期...
嘻嘻...=)

我们一起去运动、跑步...
好久没有一起运动了...
感觉很好...

在这个假期里,
恰巧遇到honey的生日,
早在两个多月前,
我已经计划要给他一个suprise了..

但是因为H1N1,所以被逼取消..
没关系,这样更好..
我们可以单独两个人过..
嘻嘻..

写到这里,
有点语无伦次了...
哈哈...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

这是什么??

最近在家无所事事,
妹妹都叫我“无业游民”..
呵呵..

回来马来西亚,
都快要三个星期了..
怎么那么快?? >.<

我在AISM的intership也快开始了..
好紧张......有点怕怕的...
不知道Australia的education system是怎么样的??
都不知道自己是否可以应付?
或则说不知道自己符合他们的要求吗?
紧张....紧张....紧张....

说也奇怪,
竟然有点想念上海..@-@
但还是喜欢呆在这里,
与你在同一个空间..^^

上海的朋友,
你们好吗?
看天气预报,现在上海很热很热..
39度,热死了......
你们要好好照顾自己哦...
多喝水,少出门...

现在正忙着策划...
与你一起去旅行,到处走走..
要好好把握在一起的时间..
想你...

到底想写什么?
我也不清楚....
只想跟着手指头在键盘上打打,
喜欢那敲击的声音...
看看会写出什么东西来,
就这样写了这一篇无题的东西..
哈哈..XD

我,
应该是太闷了吧??
哈哈...=D

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

tired.....

What the hell you want from me???
Why can't you just tell me???

I'm really tired...

Emo-ing???

To be frank,this few days I'm not in a good mood..
Mood swing???
I don't know what had happened to me,please don't ask me..

I should be happy to be home,to be beside you..
I had longing this moment for so long..
but why,the feeling is so weird??
It's so hard to describe....

I think of giving up,everything in my life..
I think of nonsenses that I don't know why..
I'm thinking why I choose to come back for this summer holiday..
Because of you or because of my families???
I don't know..

Everytime I advice my friend not to give up easily..
Stay strong no matter what happen..
But when this happen to me,I just couldn't apply the theory on myself..
Silly me..

I know that you care about me so much,
you are there for me always,whenever I need you,you are just right there..
You said you'll protect me no matter how,
and support me no matter what decision I make..
I'm thankful to have you in my life,
to had meet you in the first place..

I need time to figure out what I really want,
what I need and what to do...
I didn't want to regret later on..
I guess,what I need the most right now,
is you...

Sunday, July 5, 2009

到家了!!

日子一天一天地过..
我一天一天地在倒数..

经过了五个小时的旅程,
终于到家了..
home sweet home..^^

飞机抵达马来西亚的那一刻,
听着机长说:To Malaysian,welcome home的时候,
心情很激动,
有种想哭的感觉..
离开了五个月,
终于回到了自己的国家..

虽然H1N1很可怕,
但却无法阻止我那雀跃的心情..
看到家人的那一刻..
真的很开心,超开心的..
我离家虽然只是五个月..
但感觉上好像过了好久好久..

现在,
我与你在同一个空间..
希望赶快见到你..
我很想你..=)
你也想我吗?

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

气消

气太久对自己的健康没好处..
还不如早早原谅吧..
*早在第二天早上睡觉一醒就忘了,我不记仇的因为很善忘..哈哈..*
自己过得开心些..
不用整天自己在生闷气..

反正事已定局了..
再想也没用啦..
还是开开心心的过日子吧..
笑一笑没烦恼..=)

*考试啊
快点结束..
我真的快被你们捉狂了..

每天对着一堆的书,
永远读不完的笔记,
看着ppt,心思却走神了..

最近的生活很累..
伊洁,加油吧!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

气

我现在有点生气,
为什么每一次,
讨论的是你们,决定的也是你们!!!

结果明明就已经很明显了..
干嘛还要来问我???
我更本就没有选择的余地...

你们当然好啦!!!
找到和自己和好的人..
而我,就要和一个有间隔的人..

明明就不是很熟..
平时话都不多说几句..
就莫名其妙被安排在一起..

真的很奇怪..
要说的时候,不是自己来..
还要一堆人一起来...
怕我会把你吃掉,还是会伤你一根毛啊!!!

知道吗....
这样做让我很难堪..
好像犯了什么错..
然后不得不无条件地答应..
否则的话,我会变成千古罪人..

真的很气!!!
为什么你们要这样对我...
我算什么???

烦烦烦

期末考试
死期
到了

我
却还有很多很多科目还没复习完

压力
喘不过气来

书
乖乖的躺在那里
等着我去翻它

我
情愿浪费时间上网
也不肯去翻它

惨
这一次会考出怎样的成绩

烦
期末,快点走啦
我
要快一点回家

期待
假期与你一起度过
应该会很开心吧

泪
悄悄地划过
想你

Friday, June 5, 2009

Fairytale

This was the song that I'm crazy about recently..
It was recommended by my friend and I got this video from youtube..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiH4BFTELME&NR=1
This song was written by and also sang by Alexander Rybak from Norway during Eurovision 2009..
He won the competition with 387 high scores..

This song was so good and I just love it..
Especially the violin part,both of us love it so much..
Those who don't know this song,please go and search for it..
I guarantee won't let you down and you'll love it just love it like me..

Here goes the lyric,you can get it from here too..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDb_KVDu58w

Years ago,when I was younger
I kind a liked,a girl I knew
She was mine and we were sweet hearts
That was then,but then it's true

I'm in love with a fairytale
Even though it hurts
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed

Every day we started fighting
Every night we fell in love
No one else could make me sadder
But no one else could lift me high above

I don't know what I was doing
When suddenly we fell apart
Nowadays I cannot find her
But when I do we'll get a brand new start

I'm in love with a fairytale
Even though it hurts
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed

She's a fairytale yeah
Even though it hurts cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed

Just couldn't stop myself to listen to it repeatly..
I love this song so much..

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

悟性

最近常活在埋怨与不满的情绪中..


埋怨学校,埋怨课程的安排..


不满老师的态度..


总之不符合我心意的,我都埋怨...


不知不觉,搞到自己很不开心..=(



偶然中发现买了这一本书却还没读..


凌志军的《成长比成功更重要》


读后,这本书不错..


从中悟出了一点道理..



最近与老爸在msn谈天,


也悟出了一些道理来..



**不要永远活在自己的小圈子里


走出世界,活在世界


才能看得更远



**大学的生活是否多姿多彩,


要看你用什么心态去看..


大学课程是否能让你成才,


也是要看你怎样学习自我提升..



**不要对某件小事钻牛角尖
要往大的方向看



**学习用脑思考,而不是情绪..


让自己不走向极左或极右的思想来思考问题..


不要做情绪的奴隶,要做情绪的主人..


有高的情商(EQ)才会有更美好的未来..



人的大脑真的很神奇,


到了某个年龄的时候,


你的大脑就会突然开窍了..


顿时你就会悟出一些道理或者什么东西来..


连你自己也觉得不可思议..



我也不知道为什么写这篇..


只觉得挺有意思的..


想和大家分享分享..=)