Sunday, June 29, 2008

离别的泪水

今天是各个大学报到的日子..
心情是喜还是悲,
我无法正确的描述..

一早,我就起床了..
牺牲我的懒觉,
只为了要跟随我的男友到他的大学报到..
但对我而言,并不是牺牲..
而是根本睡不着..

想到我们就要相隔两地,
我的泪水失去了控制..
我不曾离开他,
生活仿佛离开了原本的轨道..
现在我要开始适应这"新"的生活方式..
不能再时时刻刻发短讯,
不能再天天见面,
不能再天天晚上和他通电话,告诉他我每一天所发生的一切..

我真的有点不适应..
哭了又哭,还是无法停止泪水..
比我想象中得还要难适应..
但为了他,我会坚强并慢慢的适应..
希望他在那儿过得安好,快乐..
现在我好想和他说:“我爱你”

上海的两年,
遥远的距离和短短的距离相比之下,
我该怎么办??

2 comments:

suyee said...

i can't really feel what u feel now, in fact...
i do feel sad when all my friends are going elsewhere to start their brand new life...
but i think the feel for yr lover will be totally different from friends..
so jia you la... just try to adapt yrself b4 u go to shanghai..
treat it as a challenge, perhaps?

leo+evans said...

Thanks for ur caring..
i m trying hard to adapt tis whole brand new lifestyle,bt its really hard,really really hard..
b4 tat i thought i can adapt,bt its harder than i can imagine..its nt easy..
the feelings towards friends r totally different wif the 1 u love..
hopefully i can adapt it as soon as possible..